Jerk

The only thing that I could potentially write about at the moment is how much of an asshole I can be when I am nervous. I don't want to write about that, even though it would likely cause me to confront my demons, and possibly work through/move past them.

Instead, lets close our brains, forget progression, open our ears, and strap on the jammy pack!
Billy Ocean - Another Day Won't Matter
Giorgio Moroder - Night Drive (from American Gigolo)

Feline Fine (Sorry)

Blog has drained me. I’ve put everything into it and recouped absolutely nothing. Not once has blog bought me lunch, invited me to the bar, given me a ride, or lent me a dollar. I know for a fact that blog would not take a bullet for me, despite the fact that it survives solely on my nourishment. Blog even kicks me when I’m down, and spreads nasty rumors about me to strangers. To say the least, we have a complex relationship, based mostly on enabling. Blog encourages my mind to speak freely and in return I allow him to incessantly torture and plague my thoughts.

Music selection for today, is a couple themes from the movie Cat People (which was actually an erotic remake of the original from 1942), written by one of my heroes, Giorgio Moroder, with some vocal work done by another music genius, David Bowie (unfortunately the tracks featuring Bowie are not the strongest on the soundtrack). The plot to Cat People is off the hinges: The Cat People originated way back in time, when humans sacrificed their women to Leopards, who mated with them. Cat People appear similar to humans, but they must copulate with other Cat People, otherwise they turn into panthers after mating and then must kill in order to take human form again. Pretty harsh dilemma, especially when the population of Cat People is few and far between. The movie, Species, pretty much has the same plot, except they substitute Cat People with an Alien, and the soundtrack’s not that great, so my suggestion is to go with the ’82 remake.
Giorgio Moroder – Irena’s Theme
Giorgio Moroder – Leopard Tree Dream
Giorgio Moroder – To The Bridge

Keyword

In looking at Google Analytics, I’ve noticed that the number of page views specific to any post is higher based on some search term from an outside source. My most popular page thus far is the one where I mention the phrase “leather fetish” and I doubt that any of the traffic to the site based on that search was satisfied with what they got. So as an experiment I was thinking about cheating and just posting a bunch of keywords to get people here. But in reflecting on that super original idea I realized that its a pretty damn lame tactic. I mean once people get here they’ll just think my site blows and peace out; I personally hate it when that shit happens to me. I’m looking for some mp3 or picture, or whatever, and someone has the audacity to intuit that I’m a) gonna be searching for it and b) that once I get to the site and I don’t find what I want that I’ll even give a ¼ of shit about what they are peddling. So fuck that shit, trying to lure people to my site to get fame is like trying to jump-start a revolution. Its just gonna happen naturally anyways. Lycos Google Hairspray Anal Sex Horse Cock Fetish Disco Thanksgiving Kermit Slavery Radiohead Online Poker.
Giorgio Moroder – Knights in White Satin
Giorgio Moroder – Son Of My Father
Ramona Brooks – I Don’t Want You Back
Paul Hardcastle - King Tut